Saturday, April 16, 2011
Jesus now sits near the right hand of God. He has won.
I know, during lent, we concentrate on His suffering, not His victory. We need to remember that His victory wasn't easily won, and that we are called to follow after Him. But it must never leave the back of our minds that He has won.
It seems I was a bit over zealous and read ahead enough so that I am finishing reading the Gospels a week earlier than I intended. I'm glad I decided to read the Gospels for Lent. I feel like I have come to love Jesus more than ever. I am enamored with the strength with which He spoke and lived the truth. Where as before, I still held on to the notion that He could have cajoled the Pharisees, I see clearly now that cajoling would have made Him less than He is, and He can not do that. I have come to love Him for that. It's not that I didn't love Him before, but I have come to love something about Him that I once didn't count as lovable, may God forgive me.
After Easter I intend to go back to reading scripture, starting with Acts and continuing through the New Testament. I think that now I can deal better with the dates in my Chronological bible not following the date on the calendar now that I have been using it for Lent rather than beginning at New Year. I'm not worried about "falling behind" and feeling to paralyzed to start.
However, since Holy Week is beginning, I think I need to focus on the cost of salvation to Christ, and not on the early Church, which is why I will be focusing this coming week on the Scriptural Stations of the Cross as prayed by the late Pope John Paul II, and reading about prayer in the Catechism of the Catholic Church in order to use this time of Lent to draw nearer to Christ. I will continue to write on my reflections of either or both during the coming week.
Thank you, those who are reading my blog, for "keeping me honest".